Hi blog! so long my most sincere friend. Only you I tell my true feeling deep in the bottom of my heart when I don't hide and I'm able to express myself fully.
Today was my 1st day of my new life, a 360 degree turn; and an unexpected one. It is a hard to face and adapt fact that I am going to live a brand new me, a change in mostly every things I do, my habits, my accompanies, and my behaviour.
Today I met up with my new accompany for movie after dinner at home, which I usually don't stay at home for this long hour - from morning till dinner. The first change i have to make, to be at home most of the time.
After meeting them we headed to Tampines Mall to buy our movie tickets and right after, we walked over to the Starbuck to chill. That was when I don't feel quite right after a hard day of my new life. A weird feeling rushes out from my heart when somethings unexpected arrived. After that very moment all I feel was that loneliness and the sense of belonging wasn't there. - Have I think too much? I hope so too.
I also felt that I wasn't totally myself today, not so jovial as the last time we had dinner with these accompanies.
While in the movie, that was suppose to be a funny show, but I can't even feel that it was a nice show, or is it really a bad show? That show we watched was Shrek by the wa
Lastly, happy today, most of the time, just that some times memory flashes and I start sighing, but I guess that is totally normal, it's a 10 years of friendship afterall. I hope I can get use to it real soon and get my life back to normal!
5/31/2010 12:07:00 AM
