I guess I'm not a good boyfriend, I was too selfish just now while sending my dearest home, because I felt tried, I keep saying things I make her feel bad. I hope i will not do this again, I want my dearest to be the most happy, most fortunate girl ever.
Sorry dear, I really can't help but to say sorry again and again. I felt that I have not being good. I felt that I did not care you enough, I should have understand you more and I tried very hard to avoid already as I hate that silence punishment, I felt very sad when dear didn't talk to me. But, if dear don't like me to say sorry then I'll will try to improve, but please, no more silence ok?
Dear, in the whole world, so many people surrounding me, you treat me the best, you listen to me, being so good and nice. I felt that my decision was correct. Choosing you as my girlfriend was never a mistake. I really hope we could be together forever, so don't you ever doubt on it anymore. I LOVE YOU!
Well, I got a lot to say, but I wanted to call you soon, so KISS.
7/31/2009 12:08:00 AM
0033hrs, 22th July 2009
On the said day and time, I finally found someone. Or should I say,the one I found has accepted me?
It will be 7 days in a few min time and I have never thought of regretting it. I have never felt this way before, so easily cried over something I would have thought it to be silly before. I drop my tears 4 time in front of her. Look shameful, but that let me realise how much I am in love with her.
Yesterday, while reading her blog, I felt so touch about how much she loves me, so much that she was afraid of losing me, she was so silly to think of it that way, but that was how much I was afraid to lose her as well.
Well, so far I still love her very much, enjoying being together, and wish to be together forever! Will you being with me forever?
p/s: Sometime I feel that I am so blur, I'm so stupid. How can I don't know the answer to her question?
7/29/2009 12:16:00 AM
Enjoying my life with...
Hello guys, it a new entry again! Busy, busy, busy! For the past 14 days I have been busy enjoying my life, laughing, chilling somewhere cheap and good, sleeping in the car?(pure sleeping, if you might mistaken) and well getting to know someone more... We never had a dull moment for long, most of the time was spent happily.
I'm so happy and glad that you are with me and kept our life brighten with laughter, your unqiue laughter! Lame jokes, and our stupid behaviours. After knowing you more, I realise that you might be a better person and of cause this include your bad points. Well, that might be my own judgement, and you wouldn't agree to what have I said, but that is what I think. I believe and hope that you will be a good partner.
I'm not sure if you would accept this and all I could say is, by giving me a chance, I promise it would be many times better than your last. Well, at my side, I'm not sure as well. Although we have been through ups and downs, being with you seem to be very comfortable but whether this is what I need that is still a question unknown to me.
P/S: This is also the reason why we shouldn't meet next week. So that we could have some time alone, think of it a little, and then decide if this would work out.
7/06/2009 12:46:00 AM
Sleepless
Its 0018 hours now and don't feel sleepiness out of a sudden. Before this, was a farewell party organise by my father company, Index Credit P/L for the leaving of my sister from this company to study.
I was very tired just now as it was a very busy day for me, running up and down collecting and sending cars, travel the whole of Singapore today! Before the party start I knock into unconsciousness for a while and get my engine starts and get my butt up to buy some drinks to the event.
While event, I eat a little and feel full, and pick myself up a beer offer by my manager. Then, drank a few slip and started getting more and more sleepy. I feel so much needed to close my eye and sleep. But everyone was laughing, I have to hold myself up and go over the event.
Finally, everyone is a bit drunk, and soon it time to pack, and of cause it's time to go home! But my dear sister was dragging, saying her last good bye to all of them, I was feeling a bit frustrated but endured. Just hope I could get home sooner.
But after reaching home, showered, and bed time! But CAN'T sleep!! What happen? tossed around a few time, my nose are blocked, and got no choice but to run to garb my nose spray. After that I set at my living room with my eye bigger then the night cat. I was so awake and decided to go down for a car wash.
Today was totally full of event! Unforeseen event! Luckily today has pass, time for me to rest and look forward for tomorrow a brand new day ahead! Good night everyone!
7/01/2009 12:18:00 AM
