anyhow.....

A Dinner at Ritz Carlton, Greenhouse

2010-07-20T00:01:00.000+08:00

It was a fun and eventful dinner, we ate a lot, and I went toilet A LOT!!! that is so irritating to go toilet when I was having such a nice dinner at Ritz Carlton Hotel.

Today was a belated birthday celebration for Shirley, which she couldn't make it on her actual day as she had other friends celebrating for her. She is such a fortunate girl. Luckily there is still room for me to squeeze in and it was only 2 days late.

We had dinner at Ritz Carlton hotel, S$58++ and is wasn't that bad.. maybe on par The Line @ Shangri La Hotel which cost more than Ritz Carlton. I had my usual Oyster, Sashimi and dessert. But the best is their Crayfish. Stir fried with some kind of sauce, should be black pepper and the taste was fantastic! We love that crayfish and we have quite a few. Shirley say that those prawns are really good, I agreed after she had so much of it, with all kinds of cooking styles From small to large, indeed that meal was prawn-fiesta!

But sadly, my stomach didn't behave today. I went toilet twice. 2 time of suffering in the toilet, 2 time of aching that is unbearable, on top of that, I'm have a slight headache, that was pain after pain that spell TERRIBLE! But, luckily the second time was almost feeling good enough, but I don't dare to eat too heavily. so just some light stuff and a few dessert. Ice-cream! oh, my first time having spicy ice-cream, interesting, interesting! It just spice Up my life a little.... Maybe I should have more the next time...

After all, still a nice dinner, especially with good accompany. Hope she enjoyed herself too.... Alright, its time for my dream! Good night guys!~

It Is War Time!

2010-06-23T01:11:00.000+08:00

After years of battle, general after general, fallen due to casualties of war. Some dead some injured. They have tired and fell, they have won numerous battles and equipped with them countless of war experience but there is not war without casualty.

Today, yet another casualty from war, again this time round a highly look up to general that taken charge of me. A general that teaches me many art of war, and time was well spent with her, good time and bad time.

After her, no one else dare took up this challenge to fight again this long and lasting battle. The emperor decide to raise the white flag and order to retreat. One daring soldier stood up, shouted to the emperor, "Your honour Sir, I think the chances of winning this battle is still high! let us not give up! Let me take over and lead this war and within a year I will prove it to everyone that we are the almighty!". Soon roar of all fellow men begin to raise as the field of soldiers starts cheering, "WE ARE THE ALMIGHTY". As the emperor sees that there is still hope, he passes the armor of the general to this one daring soldier. That soldier was me.

Now, after many years as a soldier it is finally a time for me to show my abilities. I have to take up this opportunity and this is my best time, is now or never. I have never show the ability to lead before, not that I don't have the quality in me, but because we as a soldier we play a part as a soldier. I never want to interfere with my general. Today no one can do this, no other than me and this is the best time I prove my worthiness to my fellow war mates.

This is the time! I am preparing for WAR! Check and handed over duties, fed my men, treat injuries, count the weapons, sharpen the swords, make new weapons, and of cause lay my strategy and I am set to go! Before the battle I am going to understand all my men and weapon, study the terrain and boost morale to my fellow soldier and this is what I have done the whole day today and what I have to do for the next few days. I have to keep it in mind that I CAN DO IT!

Solely Dedicated to My Beloved Carol Jie

2010-06-22T09:36:00.000+08:00

To my Beloved Carol Jie,

Finally, the time has come, you are leaving me and the rest of our company and including some irritating boot lickers. Leaving this small company yet big political environment. We dare not say that you did not contribute to our life and the company, but you have indeed contribute a lot. Maybe not to everyone of us, but one thing for sure, I gain very much from you. So much that just a few words will never be enough to describe all the advise, teaching and caring to show that how greatly I appreciate all of your kind guidance and care. As a result, I walk alone last night to search for things that reminds me of you that you have taught me as gifts for you.

First of all, there is a car, Suzuki Swift Sport. It is not a real car but this car represent an important step I took into the real world and with you kind help and support I have understand so much that my father's care is finally been seen to me. With you support I finally sold the car away. But this car will always be so attached to me as it reminds me of the past, a past that I will never forget. And of cause the past that you have supported me emotionally too.

Next, a pen craved with your name on it. this pen reminded me all your teaching to me, from how to start a conversation to how to hold a conversation, from the way we should do sales to how we should protect our own interest, from day to day things like work smart instead of work hard, and the important to take note! Don't worried Carol Jie, I will not forget this kind advise to take notes, and all those you have taught me. You and your teaching will always be in my heart. I have got to tell you this, you are the best manager in my life!

Last gift is not really about your teaching, but the way it reminds me about you and for your good luck in whatever you do in the future. A hand phone strap with Mahjong tiles. Is a winning set of 7 pairs gamed. 7 stands for luck and all lucks should come in pairs. one of the pair for you and another one for Melvin Kor, and wish both of you will have fairytale like, happy ever after.

I hope I have really said all I always wanted to tell you and like one of the cards that mention, It's difficult to see you leave, but the hardest part comes after you're gone. I have great responsibility to hold now and more is coming, but what I really got to miss is your nagging and your let it all out laughter. Well, when the time has come and you have your own future to pursuit and of cause to start your little family, I don't mean Blackjack! You know what I mean... ;)

With all my heart, I sincerely wishes you all the best in whatever things in life that you are going to do in the future, good health and a speedy recovery for your injury. Give you all the luck I could give for fortune and blessing. Please don't forget me and the rest of our secret clan, outing will be organize and hope for your present!

My always Carol Jie,
Si Wei

Si Wei The Fortune Teller

2010-06-21T00:25:00.000+08:00

Recently many things happen, not as what we can see from the surface but all in my mind. So many thoughts when in and out of my little brain, trying to figure out my headings and to set myself upright and to see someone getting what they want. I feel like I am so good at predicting people's movement. Every step they took was well known early beforehand. I feel like I am watching a show that is directed by me, without me telling what they need to do, they did it in the exact same way I foresee.

The show has started and it will be going on for awhile, I still have some prediction going on, by I am not going to tell anyone. Is better to not saying anything then saying the wrong things. I will just wait and see if my future prediction is correct. If so, I am going to set up a table somewhere down Orchard Road to give fortune telling.

I am very satisfy with this current situation. I know both of them will be good, a nice guy and a nice girl makes an almost flawless match. Keeping in mind that everyone have their good and bad as no one is perfect, I still hope they will be good.

After so much of other people. I have my own stress. Work, business, money, people, friendship, relationship, self-improvement, etc etc... so much more. I feel that my little brain will soon burst if I don't deal with them one by one.

Alright, I have written lots of nonsense already, time for bed. Good night peeps!

Fate

2010-06-15T00:31:00.001+08:00

Fate and fate that is.

You Would Have Understood Me (Ernest Dowson. 1867–1900)

2010-06-14T15:38:00.000+08:00

YOU would have understood me, had you waited;

I could have loved you, dear! as well as he:

Had we not been impatient, dear! and fated

Always to disagree.

What is the use of speech? Silence were fitter:

Lest we should still be wishing things unsaid.

Though all the words we ever spake were bitter,

Shall I reproach you, dead?

Nay, let this earth, your portion, likewise cover
All the old anger, setting us apart:

Always, in all, in truth was I your lover;

Always, I held your heart.

I have met other women who were tender,

As you were cold, dear! with a grace as rare.

Think you, I turned to them, or made surrender,
I who had found you fair?

Had we been patient, dear! ah, had you waited,

I had fought death for you, better than he:

But from the very first, dear! we were fated

Always to disagree.

Late, late, I come to you, now death discloses

Love that in life was not to be our part:

On your low lying mound between the roses,

Sadly I cast my heart.

I would not waken you: nay! this is fitter;

Death and the darkness give you unto me;

Here we who loved so, were so cold and bitter,

Hardly can disagree.

If I were an animal what would I be....

2010-06-14T02:14:00.004+08:00

I remembered when I was young I had a trip with my family to Tioman Island in Malaysia, a place with sky, sea, trees and beaches. A place so nice and relaxing, no school work, no trouble (back then, my life biggest stress was studies). So my whole family when to the island for some getaway from the busy city lifestyle. We could canoe everyday, play Bingo game or just swim in the Crystal clear lagoon. We hike the mountain to the waterfalls, ride on banana boat and tour around the island. That was a short getaway but was an unforgettable one.

With us, there were another family, a close friend of my father. Together we stayed in that island for 3 days. But I felt like I have been living there for awhile much longer than 3 days. It was such a nice holiday and my soul get stuck there even when I'm back in Singapore. I have been dreaming of going back, I have been thinking of the life there every time i felt lonely or stressed. But what I will never forget is, someone asked me a question. "If I were an animal what would I be."

I remember this question was asked by someone around my age back then when I was around 7 or 8-year-old. But until now I'm still thinking of this. This was a simple and naive question but the answer is link psychologically in our being. The way I answered this question when I was young makes me behave or walk toward my goal in the future. Makes me understand how I see my future, might be what I am now or might be far from reaching. But that could be inborn in me. I am made to fulfill this goal since I'm young. My mind is set to it and it never changes. Until now and I'm still faithfully thinking.... Why I choices Eagle as what I want to be.

"I choice to be an eagle, yes eagle and I must emphasize, is eagle not bird." That was how I answered many years back when nothing other than having fun interests me. I was being questioned back, "why eagle, and not bird." and my answer was, "because eagle fly higher than the bird, eagle see better than the bird and eagle is fiercer than the bird. I want to be eagle because I want to fly freely like the eagle, go where ever he wants and do what ever he wants. see things high from above and attack their pray fast and swift. Brave in all situation and fight against all odd. That's why I want to be an eagle."

Yes, that was what I said and I'll never forget those words, and the place that picture me in my memories. But with that, now I realize that eagles was what I choose, but eagles are lonely animal, fly and hunt on their own. Which is what I feel now... Do I still want to be an eagle now?

A Day Gone Wrong

2010-06-13T02:32:00.002+08:00

If he is so going to chase after you, why should I interfere with him impressing you.

It was suppose to be a well planned Sunday. To meet up my partners to open up a corporate bank account and than have dinner with my friends. But dinner was spoiled...

First was one of them could not make it, but when I ask another if she would want to carry on with the plan, her voice was so reluctant to do so. Still, I need to pass them my passport for the check in to our cruise trip this Wednesday so I travel back home to get it which I have forgotten to bring it along with me. Than I head down to her house, thinking that we could have dinner and chat for awhile. But while I was about to reach, she called and told me she was at Suntec City. Without further questioning, I make a turn and headed down not knowing that he was with her until my call before reaching. From the past experience I understand that he is interest in her, so why should I be caught in between the two destroying they day?

Another part of me I was so angry. Why wasn't me well informed? She could have told me that She is meeting him and they are heading somewhere else right at the beginning. I was so not happy for this last minute decision to make me go around the country just to pass her the passport and to see someone impressing a girl. So I made a choice, I went back home...

It could be that jealousy in me, but the thing is, I don't want to spoil this friendship between me and him. From my experience in the past there will not be good ending. So stepping back is what I should do, at least for now.

The World Spin In Double Time

2010-06-11T02:11:00.002+08:00

Recently things around me changes in a very fast pace, things happened before my eyes and it's gone before I need to blink, 1 day I'm very close to all my friends and the next moment we are the worst enemy. People get into relationship and a flash of a lightning and it was gone. Life is so unpredictable nowadays, I can't even see the whole picture and the slide changes. Why are we in such a hurry?

Is this due to our fast paced society to make us move in lightning speed? Or are we aging too fast so we have to grab whatever we have and live with it? Is there rational in it? We have people looking for love in this kind of speed, grab a girl and move on, no worry if you grab a wrong one just grab and go. It sounds like the world is coming to an end, or maybe some war is going to start. Or is it some kind of challenge to those people? I don't understand, really.

Yes I know the important of having a girlfriend, but will we die if we don't have one? Should we be desperate to find one? Isn't a few close friends enough to satisfy our needs of belonging, our social needs? Why do we need a girlfriend in such a hurry manner? That makes me wonder.

Horoscope

2010-06-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

23rd November to 21st December

Symbol: The Archer
Ruling Planet: Jupiter
Quality: Mutable
Element: Fire
Basic Trait: I Perceive
Closest Metal: Tin
Lucky Day: Thursday
Lucky Colors: Beige, Bronze, Blue, Indigo, Purple, Red and Violet
Lucky Gems: Turquoise
Lucky Flowers: Pink Carnations and Dandelions

Sagittarius has the symbol of 'The Archer'. The people born under this zodiac sign just don't know how to give compliments. Their compliment will be like "You are looking so good in this dress. I bet no one can make out that huge beer belly" of yours. It's not that they are trying to offend you or something. A Sagittarian tries his best to be cheerful and friendly, but fails miserably. On top of that, he won't understand why you are so annoyed with him. It will help to remember that his personality traits do not include wickedness and he never meant to insult you.

Even though his words seemed to be too harsh, they were spoken in total innocence. Even when he tries to correct his mistake, he will add to the damage already done. The icing on the cake is that a Sagittarian believes that he is the most diplomatic person on the face of this planet. Sagittarius people are very sharp and are an interesting fusion of humor, intellect and sizzling drive. Vices like deceit and dishonesty do not form a part of their characteristics profile. They are restless and find it difficult to be still for too long.

They love animals and take good care of them. A typical Sagittarius fears nothing and, at times, may get attracted to danger. He is not the one to keep his thoughts to himself. Infact, what is in his mind and heart will instantly be on his lips. He is frank and innocent like a child. He has many friends and all of them are truly loyal to him. Nobody can remain angry with a Sagittarius for too long. This is because even though he may have said some, not so nice, things to you, he never had the intention of hurting you. He was completely oblivious of its effects and you know it.

If he ever sees you down, he will be the first person to cheer you up. It's just that he miserably fails in that too. However, every now and then, Sagittarians will turn up with such a compliment that will instantly lift up your spirits. Then, you will fall in love with them again. They are completely extroverted, very talkative and totally straightforward. A Sagittarian will usually come across as a very cheerful and pleasant person. However, he has a violent temper also, which is aroused when people try to push him around or try to get too close.

An unfair accusation or an insult to his honesty also ignites his temper. After his temper has cooled down, he will try to make amends and even apply ointment at the eye he blackened. Sagittarians are rebels at heart and adhering to social norms is not their cup of tea. They love to perform before an audience and usually seek a career in the show business. Travel excites them and religion interests them. Just like a child, a Sagittarius is naive, fearless and optimistic and dislikes responsibilities.

Too much boundation can make him unhappy as well as rebellious. Mood spells are completely alien to him. Almost every Sagittarian was born with a gambling streak and needs to be very careful about the same. He easily falls in love, but commitment and marriage is something, which he is not too comfortable with. He will go on thinking about it, considering it thoroughly and may still end up with a mistake. Some of the most unpleasant personality traits of a Sagittarius include sarcasm, weirdness and the inability to keep a secret.

However, almost all of these traits can be overcome, if he is determined. He will give you a loan, without even bothering to ask for its repayment. Lonely, destitute and helpless always get his help. Sagittarians have excellent memories and can remember even the smallest incidents of their lives, with the minutest of details. At the same time, they can easily forget things like where they left their car keys or wallet or handkerchief. A Sagittarius is incapable of deceit and if at all he tells a lie, he always ends up getting caught. He makes you laugh, is fun to be with, brightens up the day and can make even the impossible dreams come true.

why is this so true?

A Ride of An Emotional Roller Coaster

2010-06-07T00:35:00.004+08:00

What are you thinking? I just can't figure it out. In the first place if you never plan to hurt her you should have tell her from the start what you plan to do, why what till a few missed call away, then you start worrying? Or why wait till you settled your things, then you try to calm her down? At the end of the day, she's cool and you want to see her but, only a glance of her face and you tell her off and back to your friend? Come on man, what are you thinking? please don't cheat on her emotionally if you are not wholeheartedly of her if that is not the case, please think before you do and not do as you like.

p.s: I don't know how you think but if someone make me cried for nothing I am gonna get real angry.

Anger Management

2010-06-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..... I guess a topic for anger management in a relationship will be a interesting post. Shall do some research and publish and article on my blog. Stay tune~

We have great minds!

2010-06-03T00:25:00.003+08:00

Great minds think alike, that's because I just found someone tonight.

It is all started from dinner...
We were talking about relationship and money or to be particular our vision of our own future, how do we want it to be and how it make us think that way. Many many things we talk along that line which I found that most if not all is what I have thought, felt and understood now. It is surprising to know that there is girl at your age knows such a thing and I am so glad I know you.

After a night of talking many things when round and round in my mind, so much that I actually didn't know how to explain in simple words. I have some views and opinion but I just don't know how to tell or I shouldn't say for some reason. Some time silence is the best conversation.

In conclusion, For your current situations, he is suitable for you, both have the same thinking but there will always be loop holes to invite arguments, come to this, I need to clarify that though we have common thinking, which I was also looking for quite some time and I also like to have a girlfriend like you but I will never interrupt with your situation as I don't need a girl to make me complete. I like my freedom and I think I have just found a soul mate. I don't want to trade a soul mate for a girlfriend for the time being.

Next, family, the first time I heard this from someone that my dad actually shows love in a different way I was just like how both of you behave tonight. I did not believe that, and some time I really hate what he did to me. Until today my perspective changes. I don't understand your family but I think that every parents love their children, this is the nature of humans.

Lastly, that crazy girl. Some people just don't get it. Or like I say still don't know how to think properly. I know how irritating to have such a friend, I had some too. But don't blame on them, they just need some attention and sense of belonging but in a wrong way.

I was better today!

2010-05-31T22:21:00.002+08:00

Today seem to be getting better and better after the day passes by, Nice talking to Carol Jie this afternoon while having lunch... I really like to talk to her when I was down, she's really a good Auntie Agony. Try brighten up my life a little today and I'm much better by night falls.

Work load today was quite a lot and thankfully it is. Kept me occupied most of my time at work.

After work, I met up with Hua jie for dinner and realise Ms Ling has a date with her new friend. We were worrying about her while having dinner at Hougang and we kept thinking of what will happen, maybe we think too much but hopefully everything will be fine. Somehow, I still feel that guy is not that simple. Meanwhile, that Black Pepper Chicken was really shiok! Love it!!

After that I brought Hua Jie to Sengkeng Riverside Park for a walk to digest our super bloated tummy.

Not a bad day today, but most of the time I have been worrying. Hope I did not over concern a friend.......

Unexpected Turn

2010-05-31T00:07:00.003+08:00

Hi blog! so long my most sincere friend. Only you I tell my true feeling deep in the bottom of my heart when I don't hide and I'm able to express myself fully.

Today was my 1st day of my new life, a 360 degree turn; and an unexpected one. It is a hard to face and adapt fact that I am going to live a brand new me, a change in mostly every things I do, my habits, my accompanies, and my behaviour.

Today I met up with my new accompany for movie after dinner at home, which I usually don't stay at home for this long hour - from morning till dinner. The first change i have to make, to be at home most of the time.

After meeting them we headed to Tampines Mall to buy our movie tickets and right after, we walked over to the Starbuck to chill. That was when I don't feel quite right after a hard day of my new life. A weird feeling rushes out from my heart when somethings unexpected arrived. After that very moment all I feel was that loneliness and the sense of belonging wasn't there. - Have I think too much? I hope so too.

I also felt that I wasn't totally myself today, not so jovial as the last time we had dinner with these accompanies.

While in the movie, that was suppose to be a funny show, but I can't even feel that it was a nice show, or is it really a bad show? That show we watched was Shrek by the wa

Lastly, happy today, most of the time, just that some times memory flashes and I start sighing, but I guess that is totally normal, it's a 10 years of friendship afterall. I hope I can get use to it real soon and get my life back to normal!

Gong Xi Fa Cai, Happy CNY!

2010-02-19T00:13:00.003+08:00

This Chinese new year is so much different from the last! Time spent with family is getting lesser every year, money gambled is getting larger. But friends met up is still countable, or should I say, the same? maybe fewer. It make me feel like its a season of gamble more then a season of reunion, celebrating spring's coming and a new year ahead. Could Chinese New Year be worst next year?

What Should I do?

2010-01-09T01:59:00.003+08:00

As we grow older, there are many stages of difficulty we have to overcome. From trying to pass every exam in school to getting ready to start a family. Many time these decision will make us succeed or failure. Somehow these decision is always hard to decide...

Right now, I'm moving toward an important decision, waiting for me to decide, any move will cause a major directional change to my life. What should I do?

Currently i am working for a company for about 2 years, from a Motor insurance admin officer to resale vehicle sales assistant to a vehicle rental fleet operator. Staying in the company is rather enjoying but with acceptable pay and a vehicle for transport which benefit me the most, nevertheless, being in this company is what many people will envy.

However. for my character, working in a same environment for a long period of time will die down my interest, feeling restless everyday right after I step in to my work place. Doing the same things one after another make me get bored on job. Now nothing is motivating me to move on. I can't move on and I can't survive for long. Thought of leaving the company is strong, its even stronger when I heard the news of some of my close friends cum colleague have the intention of leaving too. What should I do?

Recently, one of my friend invited me to his new business, a partnership of 4. We are starting something I had never done before, it is a fresh business idea but also a stress producer. By making me do somethings I never have confident that I will do it well. Getting in to this investment making me think if this will be a right choice I had just made. Moving toward an unknown world, fighting with enemy I never see before, even weapons I had never touch on. Will I survive this battle? if not, what should I do?

All this problem is running in my mind everyday, every hour every minute. Making any decision now will highly affect my way of living in the future, how should i plot my chess, how to move and what to move.

This is a stage of life where changes have to be made, might even have to change the way I behave and live. No more playful no more laziness. etc..

I urgently in need of advice. People! What should I do?

Happy Birthday to Xiao Xin!~ Happy Bday to you~~

2009-12-14T23:50:00.004+08:00

i will blog.... but let it be later.. lazy now.. n lost of words... wait till my mood build up thn the story will begin...

Life

2009-11-01T01:48:00.002+08:00

Hey boys and girls, ladies and gentlemen! finally, 3 months pass and once again! I am here to input my next entry.

Time flies! It has been 3 months after my last entry. I was so lazy to blog and I might as well don't even care about blogging anymore. But today, I feel like doing so. Getting back to my usual routine after doing something different for 3 months. That was some thing I have not done before and finally I felt how many people feel. The meaning of love and losing.

This, as everyone knew it, was not as easy as anyone can see from the outside, being in a relationship is totally different matter of being with friends amongst us. Because we care for our love ones, things will ended up into a quarrel if we cannot get a common understanding. But for friend, even if we think our friend has a different point of view we just take it as, 'well I guess that you'... Something that shouts YOU! (Thank Ms Ris)

Other than that, trying to intrude into your partner's world is another challenge we have to face. Everyone live in a different background if not so different way of thinking or idea. It might be OK for you to think this way, but it might not for the other party. Learning to give is important, learning to take is well more important. In order to give we must first learn how to take. When we gave too much and never felt the return the relationship will not work. So we have to understand how the other party had given in in and we should let them know that we are giving in, order for them to know.

I realize this but easy said then done. I'm still learning...

Also, Changing for someone you love will be difficult too. We have been living for more then a decade as what we are, including minor changes little by little, time after time realizing slowly, bit by bit then we change a little bit at a time until what we are today. Someone that we think this is what we suppose to be. But because of someone we love, we wanted to change for someone, to suit into the other world. Having Mars to crash into Venus. It will be devastated by difficulties. I tried and failed.

After attempts, giving up may seem easy but there is a price to pay. leaving someone is also not an easy task to take. is like suffering from losing a family member which has pass away or throwing away something still in very good working condition which you really need it very much. The feeling of heart pain is undeniable. But because we cannot accept the way we think from the first beginning, tried to change but failed and the only solution to this is end it up. We have no choice but to accept the fact.

After all this is another turning point of life, live and get on. We have more challenge ahead putting down the past but not to forget it. Its a new knowledge gain. Learn from our mistake and it will be the better next time round. Instead of crying at the spilled milk, understand how it was being spilled and make sure we don't do it again.

Am I A Good Boyfriend?

2009-07-31T00:08:00.002+08:00

I guess I'm not a good boyfriend, I was too selfish just now while sending my dearest home, because I felt tried, I keep saying things I make her feel bad. I hope i will not do this again, I want my dearest to be the most happy, most fortunate girl ever.

Sorry dear, I really can't help but to say sorry again and again. I felt that I have not being good. I felt that I did not care you enough, I should have understand you more and I tried very hard to avoid already as I hate that silence punishment, I felt very sad when dear didn't talk to me. But, if dear don't like me to say sorry then I'll will try to improve, but please, no more silence ok?

Dear, in the whole world, so many people surrounding me, you treat me the best, you listen to me, being so good and nice. I felt that my decision was correct. Choosing you as my girlfriend was never a mistake. I really hope we could be together forever, so don't you ever doubt on it anymore. I LOVE YOU!

Well, I got a lot to say, but I wanted to call you soon, so KISS.

0033hrs, 22th July 2009

2009-07-29T00:16:00.002+08:00

On the said day and time, I finally found someone. Or should I say,the one I found has accepted me?

It will be 7 days in a few min time and I have never thought of regretting it. I have never felt this way before, so easily cried over something I would have thought it to be silly before. I drop my tears 4 time in front of her. Look shameful, but that let me realise how much I am in love with her.

Yesterday, while reading her blog, I felt so touch about how much she loves me, so much that she was afraid of losing me, she was so silly to think of it that way, but that was how much I was afraid to lose her as well.

Well, so far I still love her very much, enjoying being together, and wish to be together forever! Will you being with me forever?

p/s: Sometime I feel that I am so blur, I'm so stupid. How can I don't know the answer to her question?

Enjoying my life with...

2009-07-06T00:46:00.002+08:00

Hello guys, it a new entry again! Busy, busy, busy! For the past 14 days I have been busy enjoying my life, laughing, chilling somewhere cheap and good, sleeping in the car?(pure sleeping, if you might mistaken) and well getting to know someone more... We never had a dull moment for long, most of the time was spent happily.

I'm so happy and glad that you are with me and kept our life brighten with laughter, your unqiue laughter! Lame jokes, and our stupid behaviours. After knowing you more, I realise that you might be a better person and of cause this include your bad points. Well, that might be my own judgement, and you wouldn't agree to what have I said, but that is what I think. I believe and hope that you will be a good partner.

I'm not sure if you would accept this and all I could say is, by giving me a chance, I promise it would be many times better than your last. Well, at my side, I'm not sure as well. Although we have been through ups and downs, being with you seem to be very comfortable but whether this is what I need that is still a question unknown to me.

P/S: This is also the reason why we shouldn't meet next week. So that we could have some time alone, think of it a little, and then decide if this would work out.

Sleepless

2009-07-01T00:18:00.002+08:00

Its 0018 hours now and don't feel sleepiness out of a sudden. Before this, was a farewell party organise by my father company, Index Credit P/L for the leaving of my sister from this company to study.

I was very tired just now as it was a very busy day for me, running up and down collecting and sending cars, travel the whole of Singapore today! Before the party start I knock into unconsciousness for a while and get my engine starts and get my butt up to buy some drinks to the event.

While event, I eat a little and feel full, and pick myself up a beer offer by my manager. Then, drank a few slip and started getting more and more sleepy. I feel so much needed to close my eye and sleep. But everyone was laughing, I have to hold myself up and go over the event.

Finally, everyone is a bit drunk, and soon it time to pack, and of cause it's time to go home! But my dear sister was dragging, saying her last good bye to all of them, I was feeling a bit frustrated but endured. Just hope I could get home sooner.

But after reaching home, showered, and bed time! But CAN'T sleep!! What happen? tossed around a few time, my nose are blocked, and got no choice but to run to garb my nose spray. After that I set at my living room with my eye bigger then the night cat. I was so awake and decided to go down for a car wash.

Today was totally full of event! Unforeseen event! Luckily today has pass, time for me to rest and look forward for tomorrow a brand new day ahead! Good night everyone!

Telepathy?

2009-06-28T23:52:00.007+08:00

Telepathy (Greek τηλε, tele meaning "distant" and πάθεια, patheia meaning "to be affected by",[2]) refers to the transfer of mental information, such as thoughts, ideas or emotions between individuals by means other than the five classical senses (See Psi).

-Wikipedia

Are there really telepathy? If someone who have telepathy does s/he read everyone' mind or just a selective number of people? In what circumstances will someone have telepathy?

Strange, strange, strange! Recently, I felt telepathy! From someone I'm very close with. We seem to think something, do something and even say something altogether. Just like how twins do things together as what people says. Is this real telepathy? Or just that we have strong rapport?

As according to psychology, rapport is built but matching body language, breathing and eye contact. This might explain a little but what if, we can got in-sync even on the MSN, which none of the rapport building media was available.

Maybe, that's really telepathy. Somehow paranormal yet surprising. Just found out that this phenomenon wasn't created recently, after some conversation I found out that even from the past, before we are so close maybe not even met, we would do some things alike,most of it are little stuff and habits.

Why or how could this happen? My head is spinning, I'm reading up on telepathy, parapsychology and some other relevant information but not much knowledge gain. Or could it be that we are so in common, so much so that we are almost twins! Or are we twins? Got to ask my parent about it! HAHA!

Well, that is interesting, fun too, and we are getting the hang of it, sometime, we don't even have to speak to understand. But, most of the time, saying something together.

Hmm.... Could this be my perfect match?

Different Between Both

2009-06-20T00:10:00.003+08:00

Recently, I met a friend, very nice and cute person which has something in common with someone I know for many years, both of them was cute and nice, but one a little bit childish than other. Though they have something in common, but both are equally good. According to the 80/20 rule of Life. Which present 80 percent of good and 20 percent of not good. But somehow, after getting along with one, I sort of getting sick of the other. How could this be happening?

Let me bring you through some of the following differences,

1. Speed of dressing up
2. Life experience
3. Time management
4. Decision making
5. Financial management
6. Intelligent (street smart)
7. Environment conscious
8. Sports
9. Physical Build
10. Idea of Relationship
11. Maybe some home making skills?

Those are some of the differences, which is quite a handful if it. Some are good to have and some are not. But, somehow, one is better than the other. In term of being a better person. But I found that there is also things in common in them. Well, I will make this a secret as I was tired of thinking so hard at this hour. I get along with them very well, and with both while hanging out with each of them we usually create super rapport. Thinking things alike, doing things alike. Maybe that is why, I have a sense of liking toward them. But luckily, I got things sorted out recently, thanks to a good friend of mine. Well, hope I really sorted thing correctly, and let time be my witness.

P/S: Have been slacking a lot recently, a target made by myself to study and understand fully how Forex works at the end of the month seem very far fetch. I might have to extent my goal a month ahead. Hopefully, I could making some windfall out of it within this year.

P/P/S: Well, other than those problem above, life this month was full of spending. I am financially weak now! Which is very bad, it's just the mid of this month! Oh, God! What can I do?

A Long Day Out

2009-06-08T00:32:00.005+08:00

This Saturday was a very long day indeed, 18 hour to be precise. spending my morning doing some recoverly job for my customer, His van was jammed at reverse gear and unable to move. After work, I pick up 'classmate' because she wanted to buy a new Tarot deck and I recommended her to the bookshop I brought mine. So unfortunately, it was all sold out! Well, maybe her old Tarot deck doesn't need a partner.

While on the way to town, we arranged to meet Johnson over at marina square for him shopping spree. We hang around there for a very long time, and causes my carpark fee to turn up to 11 dollar! Setting my highest record in carpark charges in a day with a total charges of 14 dollar adding the fee at The Cathay. We shop, eat and slack there all from afternoon till night. After that we greet good bye to Johnson and company and headed for some 'romantic' at varies places.

It was a night of craps and stupid laughter, we spend 5 nonsense hour laughing for our own stupidity but it was fun! LOL

Back to reality, I drove classmate home to face her music, and end up, radio wasn't there. Lucky! But not forever, radio will always be there. Change channel is the best choice. We both reach home at 530am this morning.

Hmm, this wasn't a good post. many thoughts but indescribable.

Say something~

2009-06-01T01:00:00.004+08:00

Oh well, I'm here to say something! Yeah, finally its has been awhile since my last entry. Well, have been busy emoing and stuff. Thinking of how to make use of my life fruitfully, I went out alone most of the time, looking at thing from a different angle, different perspective. But still, something is hard to get over. Life is like this picture taken by me, we sees the sun setting at the end of everyday like the sunflower, it gets to sleep when night fall. but woke up again right after sun rises to face the sun again. Problem will be solved but new difficulty will rise again and we have to face it. This is life...

Last Saturday was very bad at the beginning of it, most about work, and I was very piss off with some stuff, but luckily next half of the day was brighten up by my dear best friend, and I'm so surprise she smsed me to meet, I would say, God gave mercy! Sending me light to my soul, and I no longer feel depressed after meeting her. We had a long day together, eating dinner? no! lunch for me. maybe dinner too.. oh whatever, and walk around abit at the newly open Tampines One. Saying about this, I LOVE THE FOOD at the Groument Japanese Food (is that the way it's called?). Food there wasn't cheap but affortable atleast. But it's nice!

After that we shop around abit and headed to a place I always wanted to visit, The marina @ keppel Bay. We had a little chat over there, walk around and decided to head home.

But, wait! this is not the end. While heading home we suddenly have this idea to go malaysia, I sent her home, grab the passport and headed down for some JAM! which is my dear unexpectation! Is there really such word in english? Only she knows...

Jam for an hour and pump some 40 ringgit of petrol and a car wash and headed home again!

Hold on. hold on, hold on! Is not the end yet, just about to turn in, suddenly i heard, "what is next!" and of cause, its supper time!

We headed for supper and home sweet home! FINALLY!! But thanks to you, I had a very happy evening. Can't help for me to say this, I LOVE YOU..... MUACK! (I would never have a chance to say it personally so it should be fine here.)

The Hermit

2009-05-03T23:16:00.003+08:00

Yesterday after sending Magdelene home, I sat under my block trying to put myself together. I saw the deck of Tarot cards in my hand and decided to draw a card to understand what kind of day I will have. The first card I took was, The Hermit.

Well indeed, this is accurate. As described by Aeclectic Tarot.com : "Represented by Virgo, the Hermit is a card of introspection, analysis and, well, virginity. This is not a time for socializing; the card indicates, instead, a desire for peace and solitude. Nor is it a time for action, discussion or decisions. It is a time to think, organize, ruminate, and take stock. There may be feelings of frustration and discontent during this time of withdrawal. But such times lead to enlightenment, illumination, clarity."

I spend my afternoon jogging at macRitchie Reservoir and a long walk at Jurong Point alone. In hope to seach for some 'enlightenment'.

alright that is what I wanted to say, Tarot is magical.

I saw some light, but that is not my enlightenment, please let me have some time... Alone.

A Weekend Underwater o0oOoOOo0

2009-04-06T23:45:00.011+08:00

Last weekend was fun and exciting, spending most of my time in the sea as well as on the sea. Other than eating, bathing and sleeping on that little small island name Dayang, the rest of my time was well rocking.

This, my second time back to Pulau Dayang, Malaysia, was fun memorable and still want more! Although travelling there wasn't very enjoyable due to our 'F1' bus driver and never stop rocking ferry. We departed on Friday evening, 8pm and spent 4 hours on the mini bus with the unbearable fast cornering, roller coaster on road to arrival at Mersing Ferry Terminal. 4 hours, tired but can't sleep.

At last, we reached the ferry terminal. luckily I was train by my mum went I was young with her rock-a-baby, and manage to catch some sleep on the ferry. Yes, Thanks mum! It remind me of my childhood on the ferry.

Well, finally, Dayang! I wanted to take a picture right after I step on the jetty but it was still dark.

Then, sleeping time! And what! No blanket! The worst is that we are going to share the room with the rest of our group, 10 in total. I hate this, as the sound of other people snores will make me awake, the whole night! But luckily, I was so tired after the long traveling that I slept peacefully.

In the morning, we woke up at 9 and after having our breakfast and finally the time has come. We are ready to dive! Oh, don't forget, we shouldn't eat too full, we will vomit underwater.

Total of 3 dive that day, which is the max for open water divers. For advance divers, 1 more night dive. Spent about 45min per dive and a meal in between dive. We saw nothing much but water, fishes, sand, corals, sea cucumbers, moray eels, nudibranchs.

After the last dive of the day, we decided that we aren't had enough, so we went snorkeling by the beach. After dinner we explore Dayang which is very small, total length walkable is only about 800m est., all sandy area along the shore. We saw something surprising and later found out that is was a plankton, a food of whale. - Growing in blue in the dark.

Oh ya, saying of whale, heard from the dive masters that recently they encounter whale shark around the area, so this dive trip was partially mission to look for whale shark, but unfortunately the best we saw was only cobia, a fish that follow whale shark for food and protection. Other than fish, we also saw turtle, cuttlefish, lionfish and lot of divers on the next day of our diving trip, our last 2 dives in the morning for the whole event. We say good bye to Dayang at 1pm that afternoon.

Time flies, a wonderful weekend past, again we have that long journey back home. It was a tiring trip but fun. Once again, I slept on the ferry, I don't know why ferry seem like a good place to take a nap. finally, home sweet home at 11pm.

How I Wish That Wasn't April Fool Joke

2009-04-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

After soon many things, I tried to let go but it just keep coming I have no choice but to give in and let it along.

Today, April Fool, I was one, the biggest fool at the very first hour of this day. allowing a jokingly statement strike my life with heavenly lighting and the very next moment after I recover from my shock, I look down and saw the greeting of April Fool. I was being fool!

In that moment of surprise, I know that I still love you so much! So much so that I took it for real, my soul fly high up into the sky, the day finally arrived after my long waiting, but! Suddenly, I woke up and realise, you won't do that, it MUST be a joke!

I always ask myself, what will I do or how will I feel if finally after so many difficulty you accepted me. Now I know the feeling and dyingly hope to feel it again. I know I will never have a chance.....

A trip to Johor for *******

2009-03-16T00:13:00.004+08:00

Yesterday together with my sister, her boyfriend, Jordon and her friend, Jason, a Malaysian, we went to Johor for a day trip and of cause CD spree! It was a fun day oversea and a very informative day, as Jason was born and stay in Johor all along, we receive knowledge as good as a tour guide.

We depart from my house at around 4pm, a not very good timing to travel as time to travel usually take very long. But well, we still spend a very enjoyable moment there. Visit their 'legendary' Holiday Plaza and City Square, the most dangerous places to go for a Singaporean. But, things doesn't seem as bad, carpark have security guard on duty and i felt quite safe there.

We jammed for more than a hour to get over the Johor, malaysia new custom fuck up after all. Twist and turn for 30min to get my passport stamped. By the time we stamped, we headed to Jason house to park my car and Jason drove his 26 years old Benz out for a tour, and first stop, dinner at King Crab Seafood Restoran. Overall nice seafood with a reasonable price, but not all the dish was nice.

We brought a lot of stuff because it is so cheap over at Holiday Plaza and I can't believe what I have seen. The way their do business is so tactically planned. In case you are wondering how, well, it is a secret.

After the CD spree, we went over to a sports pub, pretty nice environment there is indoor street soccer, pool, ping pong big big screen for live telecast on soccer. Other then those, even outdoor nice, romantic chill out place. Its was the coolest pub I even been to, and it was at Malaysia!

We have a couple of pool over there then headed back to Jason's home. explored a bit in his house and I show us how they prevent against someone breaking into, and of cause his cool ninjutsu weapons.

After that, we went back to Singapore, and not to forget my cheap petrol and Malaysia!

I feel like saying!

2009-03-14T02:58:00.003+08:00

hmmm..... today wasn't a pretty good day but not a pretty bad one too. I have heard a gossip on one my my work mate while eating lunch this afternoon. I wonder if I have made the correct decision to tell them the truth when some time, knowing less would maintain harmony. Well, what done has been done, the only way is to rectify the problem. Why is there politic?

After work, I met up Lester the chill at the newly open gestobar at the old fire station. We chat alot, and I'm so interested to find out what his plan after getting his bike license.

Now, I'm thinking, and will be thinking alot! Things are not going the way I feel like is should be, its disappointing, but helpless. I guess if everything is as smooth, then this will be a perfect world already!

Well, psychology is so damn interesting and yet, I would have to hold my school term for a moment! Unless, God is here to help! Roll in some cash man! I wish, I wish I could start school very soon!

Despite so many things, my heart is undying! shall I get rid of this?

I feel like an auntie now, feeling like talking so much! hee, maybe I have store it for too long! Shall talk to myself now... sign off.

Update from CNY...

2009-02-22T23:10:00.002+08:00

This year Chinese New Year was my most expensive one so far, I had spent almost all my pay within a week, and even my hao bao money was no where to be seen. I did wonder how the way I spend all this money and I guess most of them was lost from Mahjong games, which I have played so many round this year, by keep wanting to win back the money from last round, I lost all the next soon to realise the moral behind this after losing all my money - if you have bad luck, don't gamble, no chance to win back the money you lose.

Well, That's only part of it, getting around with my new ride get another part gone, travel around with the 1.6 cc a petrol drinking machine was really a pain in my wallet. But, a chinese saying , by losng money it can to get rid of disaster. So I spent happily, hoping that somethings will change afterall.

On the 15th day, the last day of Chinese New Year, Which was a day for reunion and some say its Easten Valentine's Day, and Lanten Festival, someone invited me to watch the moon at Yishun's Dam, its was a wonderful night out with her, and I felt glad for her accompany, and being my close friend.

tata! Im back blogging!!

2009-02-18T22:14:00.003+08:00

New year has gone pass, Chinese New year has gone pass, even Valentine's Day has gone pass... where the hell have I been to? am I lost in the blogging world? Haha, maybe yes maybe no. I was so very busy every day and night, having work and extra work, and play and extra play these few weeks. Spent most of my money, especially with my latest implusive buying with a large amount of money - a Suzuki Swift Sport. Well, kinda implusive, buy I have been eyeing it for quite some time, even before I started working with my dad.

My usual routine has change quite a bit after the big decision, instead of going home after work, I drove out to have fun with my 'new' ride (even so that I have been driving it occusionally and its 2nd hand). I have been meeting Yongsheng more often, with cars talk throughout the night at Yishun dam and tempting me of new modification. Now I realise, owning a car is so different from having a car to drive myself around, not budget wise buy feeling wise, it's so good to have my own car!

Now with a heavy financial burden, of cause my income have to balance it out, luckiy my income has rise after my transfer to a new department which in charge of rental fleet of vehicles, so called, a fleet controller. Atleast, now I'm able to pay up my installment, and live. But the more I calculate, the lesser the money spare money I have, and with my degree start this May, I've got only 250 buck left every month! What a waste, and my next tough dicision is to study, if I study, my cash flow will have a bit of problem. But I really wants to study! I want to go to school and meet more friends. Anyone have cash to spare?

Well, so much of the update, lets take a look at my Swift Sport!

Some random thought: Making the person we love happy, is the happiest thing to do.

And I heard this from the radio and I find it interesting: True love is falling in love with the same person many time.

its a new post in the new year!

2009-01-17T00:08:00.002+08:00

Had been busy recently, being out most of the time getting home quite late and when I really time I was too lazy to write something on here, so... well... many events you guys missed out. Another thing, most event I did not bring along my DSLR so no photo was taken and I could not recall the exact moment of the event but I promise to do my next event after this, hopefully, if I have time.

New year is here and Chinese New Year right at the corner things getting better this year I started seeing changes around me and inside me. ahuh, don't take it wrong, inside me as in, how I think about things, I found that I see things more openly, easier to let go of things and able to face something cannot be changed. Well I'm 1 year older so as my mind.

After Chinese New Year, as what I heard, it will be a good year for the 'tigers'. As I can feel, luck is here with me already, maybe I'm alway that lucky! but luckiler next year? Waoh, maybe I will have a girlfriend next year! haha, who willing to be her? anyone?? Well, no chance, unless you can touch my heart!~

OK, that's stupid, but well, I have my new year resolution! Check it out;

1. To work hard in my work and show them I can be somebody.

2. To be kind and try to help everyone I with my best ability.

3. To save 30k gross this year.

4. To keep myself healthy and reduce my bad habits.

5. To take up investment.

6. To study hard and get my degree.

7. To Get a girlfriend to help spend my money. ;)

8. To be close to my family and support them with all I can.

9. To treat everything it this world with an unequivocally fairness

10. To do the best that I can to point 1 to 10.

Well KISS( Keep It Short and Sweet) That's that for now.

Spring Clearing, Round One!

2008-12-22T21:21:00.012+08:00

Last Sunday, I was busy doing some repositioning for my room, changing my PC back in my room and some shifting here and there, I 'brought' back a 2nd hand coffee table for my PC it look nice and new especially in the dark when the time I bring it home. But it didn't look that nice after all - rust is everywhere, I had spent almost an hour in the toilet scrabbling off those stains. Eventually,my effort pay off, look better now.

Atleast neater then before, I should have taken the before photo, but too bad didn't think of it. Well, even if you see that before photo, it wasn't that bad either.

I also spent some time cleaning my room, bushing off those dirt and stains on my wardrobe, cabinet all in a Sunday afternoon, after that met up Lester as he wanted to get a monitor in Sim Lim. Well, we met and bought his monitor, but I was tempted to get a new razer mouse, and it cost me 60 buck! I know for a razer mouse that is $60 is consider cheap, but my heart still ache. I think maybe because this month I have been a little impulsive on buying stuff.

I went lester's house after that as the night was still young, and I wanted to take a look at Lester's new fortune bringer, the Red Aarowana cost around $200, if I am not wrong, says to bring fortune, and the previous one bought some lottery luck back, but wasn't enough and so was kicked out of the house. I hope that really give him luck, maybe some lady luck as well. For me fortune is always by my side, just that the time is not right.

I guess I should be getting it soon.

Yes Man!

2008-12-20T00:00:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I met up Lester for a new release movie called Yes Man! directed by Peyton Reed. With Jim Carrey, Zooey Deschanel, Bradley Cooper. Yes man was indeed a nice show. Its about a guy who was always avoiding every outing with his close mates and say no to everything until one day a friend came by and invited him for a motivation talk. At that time he did not even care about it until he missed his close mate engagement party and his mate went knocking at his house and scolded him.

After that he went for the talk, and get really motivated! saying yes to everything, from online dating to letting an old lady blow job him. that was all so hilarious! well. true enough, when he started to say yes, good things came to him as soon too. He met his love just after his first step out - saying yes to a homeless and letting him have a ride 'home'.

Can I say, good things don't last? He was suspected by the cops for terrorist activities and was detained with his girlfriend, while in the detaintion his girlfriend found out that his was married and dated Muslim ladies. She got so upset and left him.

Well the story goes on, I shall not spoil it, go watch it yourself!

After the show, I realise that the word YES do have an amount of magical effect. Inviting yes to your life and godd luck is by your side! But of cause, you don't have to say yes to an old lady offering blow job, unless you really keen to.

Lastly, yes, YES! YEESSS! I am a YES man!!!!

Well, show ended, and we went to our favourite 24hr coffee shop for some beer before we ended our day.

I am SAD!!!!

2008-12-16T00:10:00.013+08:00

hiaz...

It has been so many years, but my love for you never fade,

and is getting stronger everytime we met.

Your every words hints that we are not possible,

and I hate every of those word you said.

All I wish is to be with you and spend our happiness together,

but I guess, my wish will never met!

I will not give you a chance to reject, (again!)

but I will make you the happiest girl on earth I ever met!

I Am Sad

Si Wei

P/S: This is my darkest secret! So, STFU!

Recently I heard this classic chinese song in the radio, it truely expressed how I feel now, the Song is...

心太软 by Richie Ren

你總是心太軟心太軟
獨自一個人流淚到天亮
你無怨無悔的愛著那個人
我知到你根本沒那麼堅強
你總是心太軟心太軟
把所有問提都自己扛
相愛總是簡單相處太難
不是你的就別再勉強
夜深了你還不相睡
你還在想他嗎?
你這樣癡情道底累不累
明知他不椰^來安慰
只不過想好好愛一個人
可惜他無法給你滿分
多餘的犧牲他不懂心疼
你應該不極u想作個好人
哦算了吧就這樣忘了吧
該放就放再想也沒有用
傻傻等待他也不椰^來
你總該為自己想想未來

My day, My day!

2008-12-14T15:25:00.001+08:00

Posting in process....

First Road Trip, Bad!

2008-12-12T00:33:00.016+08:00

The day after Xiao Xin's Birthday was our 'well' planned Malaysia trip! I wasn't sure where we are heading till that very morning. We are going to Malacca! That sounds impossible at first as I didn't know how far it is, but soon we found out...

It was a fine Sunday morning and i manage to convince Magdelene to join us on the trip, as we have 2 couples, Edwin with Agnes, and Johnson with Eileen. If I tag along it would be a super bright light bulb so, my first person I think of is none other than, Magdelene! and I really have to thanks so much for her accompany, didn't know she would tag alone and I was quite prepared to fore go the trip.

But well, she came along and as usual I met her under her block and headed down to meet up with the rest of the guys. We was late for like 20min and they decided to eat MacDonald's while waiting for us, sorry to keep you guys waiting,but sometime is hard to treat everyone the same. After our breakfast we when to a ATM to draw some money for our trip and happen to see this...

This cat seem to be waiting for someone to draw money and buy food for her.

After changing our Sing Dollar to RM we began our TRIP to Malacca. First objective was to get through the custom, and this wasn't tough at all, a small jam as normal, we took 1 hour to get over to the other side before we start or forever road journey to the north.

The average speed we was traveling was 140km/h and this was the longest time I have drive that fast, it was trilling but tired as more concentration was need. We took a few hours driving up north and stop a few time for resting. Even met with the rain halfway there and slowing us down a little.

I have been chatting with Mag the whole journey, so many topic we talked about and it included Boy-Girl Relationship which I remember so well to post it here, I can see that Mag have quite a number of unsuccessful relationship, but that doesn't stop her to find her true love, I admire her sprite. Magdelene is a very nice girl, any guy with her will be the best fortune, sadly for those guys who never treat her well and that was too bad. but for me I wasn't even given a chance. Anyway, I don't know how the word L-O-V-E can be expressed, as i have felt and still feeling love all over me, but still thinking how this happen!

I really enjoyed chatting with her and this made our trip less bored and finally, we reached Malacca! Thought it would be the end of the long driving, but sorry we have to continue the second round of jamming! That was a very very long jam, it was raining and jamming, we was stuck for like 2 to 3 hours and weird things starts to happen in the car! first was most nonsense talk, next Cam-whoring, after that leg and back ache. Well, I have to say, luckily I drove my dad's forester! If not thing well all not be very the same!!! Someone will nag me, my ear will drop because I cannot take the nag, my leg will break because for excessive catch in and out movement and for sure our butt sored and rotted for sitting too long!

See this star? it was places on the deco light along the road, are these stars for Christmas or Hajji? We can see how budget it is to place those stars so far apart from each other.

Wasn't nicely taken, but this is my only sole picture for the whole event.

Already, we jammed all our way to a shopping mall, and window shopped for a while and decided to eat sushi for our dinner and headed home after that! Ya, you see it correctly, we headed home after dinner! as it already like 7pm at night, so we need to rush home as Eileen has a curfew. Driving dark in the night, with no road lights was hard! feeling so sleepy but luckily Mag kept me accompanied talked to me and entertained me all along the way, I was really touched want I found out that the girls in other cars was actually sleeping! I really really appreciated very much Mag, I know you are also very tired! but still staying awake! Driving at the speed of 160 km/h in the dark, we sped our way home and reached Tuas custom around 11 plus, Just after our custom clearance on Singapore side,well on our way out, we saw Johnson's car which suppose to left 10 min earlier then us. And we manage to found out that the custom detain him for a baton which he his be putting it in his car, and even bring it along so many time to Malaysia with nothing happened. Thankfully, no fine was given.

Yes! we reaching Singapore! I was hungry and shagged! I have to satisfy the needs one at a time. When 163 for supper and headed home. slept nice and sounded.

P/S: Maybe we shall plan for a few days trip and take our time there next time! or Wanna go JB we can take bus there!

P/P/S: It was my birthday after 12 am passed. I'm Happy Mag was the first person to wishes me happy hirthday by SMS with her right infront of me.

P/P/P/S: I reach home I found this on my computer table... its from my small sister. Thank you Shi Teng!!

Xiao Xin's Birthday

2008-12-11T22:00:00.009+08:00

(click on the Picture to view all photos)

This day, 6th of December 2008, we celebrated Xkao Xin's 21st Birhtday under her house void deck, at first it was a quiescent event but soon as people invited start coming in the normally plain hall became lively!

I didn't expect to recieve a birthday present for my birthday on someones birthday! That was really nice for Xiao Xin! Thank you for my birthday present on your birthday.

I was having fun eating, and eating, chating and taking photos. After the event, we had a tough time think of places to go, some many ideas came up, thing like going JB to pump petrol, prawning, watch movie, but finally, we decided to go for a drink at Punggol marina. We enjoyed ourself there, played pool, sang and shot darts, chill till 12pm and headed home. (while chilling, we decided to have a road trip to malaysia the following day)

Up Coming Posting Notice.

2008-12-10T01:03:00.003+08:00

Whao! recently was a busy season! birthday celebration one after another and not even have time for my own. I have soon many post to update and time is running fast! Today was suppose to write up some but was busy helping Lester to set up his new 4 feet fish tank and time passes so fast that it already 1 am went I reach home. Let me run through what I have done the past few days in brief and I will continue my full blog when everything is done, and of cause my photo is still with my dear Magdelene! I will try to get it from her as soon as possible, most probably tomorrow if she at home (she also a super busy girl, so hard to get her sometime).

Okie. lets get started. On the 6th of December, I was invited to attend Xing Xin 21st Birthday celebration, we had a fun evening under her house void deck and took some photos, I will be uploading it soon. so be patience for those whom are waiting.

The next day, we planned to have a road trip to Malacca, that was my first time traveling over to our dear neighbour with my dad's car. It was an exciting and eventful trip, and for the first time I really talk so much to someone. I will touch on more on my upcoming post, stay tune!

Next a special day for me, maybe not so important to you. This day, not as I thought I would spend my birthday at home. Quite a surprise I had, after all, I really enjoyed my Birthday. Lost some money, but in return, happiness.

And today finally, time flies! Setting up fish tank was really fun, and I felt the sense of achievement after putting up the landscape in the tank, I had enjoyed watching the tank without the fish and felt like I can earn some money from that next time. I am interior fish tank designer! With the new water and the stir for sand its blur at the moment, so the next time I go Lester's house I will bring along my DSLR from a shooting session, photo will be uploaded for your enjoyment.

Already, guess that about all for the day. enjoy and I will be back with more happening! Good night.

Leon's Birthday Party

2008-12-01T23:38:00.003+08:00

Alright! Ready to upload those photo I took on Leon's Birthday, kind of lazy so I'll do a summry of everything. Sorry for the bad photos as my lens wasn't good enough for low light photography and my camera ISO created too much noise when was set too high.

On the 29th of November, Saturday, this was not just a usual day but a day we celebrated the brithday of a teacher, Mr Leon? (wondering what's his sur name) We planned to meet at 8pm at plaza Singapora for dinner shop around for a while before headed down to the KTV Pub we had booked in advence. It was about 10pm when the story began... this is a story of fun, singing, and sabo!

We had all the fun till 3pm after that we get our tummy filled and headed home. I sent everyone back and reach home at 5pm and slept soon after shower. Its was a fun and happening event but very tiring too.

bye bye 15", hi hi 21.6"

2008-11-28T23:18:00.003+08:00

Finally, I got my new monitor! and it's damn huge, with a diagonal length of 21.6 inch and resolution of 1680px by 1050px, my usually messy desktop look very much cleaner now. First time looking at this magnificently wide screen was not easy, -losing my mouse pointer a number of time and tried aiming the tiny X button to close my windows, but so after getting use of it, this monitor is fantastic! I can now open up my browser, a few chat windows at the same time and looking at everything altogether. Clarity also boost a hundred time, from photo editing to viewing it has become so relaxing I can now lean back on my chair while trying to match the perfect colour of a photo. I am so contented with my new monitor! I am sure going to try DVD movie and gaming soon, guess it would be a totally new experience. Of cause having a nice monitor with my still lousy CPU with a processing speed of 2.4GB is far too ridiculous , I hope I could save enough money and get a better one soon, most probably from Lester. By the way, I am a junk collector!

Its Sunday!

2008-11-23T21:20:00.004+08:00

Another Sunday has pass, every of this day I stayed at home and done nothing much but sleep, watch TV and take photo and maybe some soul searching session. Except for my dinner, somehow it has become a routine to walk to Bukit Panjang Plaza for a to go (for those who are wondering, to go means take away in country like the US) subway dinner where I would consume it under one of the block around my area and after that walk back home. About the subway, I would have to thanks the person who first brought be to eat with and before that I didn't really have the thought of going into subway shop as I always thought it is expensive and the food wasn't really nice but that is not true. Now, after so many sunday has passes, I have tried almost half of the items in subway. Sunday is bored, and it is not a very good day of the week as the next day will be a working day! I just hope I can spend this day more fruitfully in the future, by maybe cultivate a better routine well, maybe hike around with my DSLR and take more wonderful photos.

Look at my cute Xiao Ke! trying to dig a hole in the bean bag to hide his toy, his does this usually after passing poop poop. Strange dog I have.

familar huh? I of the character in Madagascar. I found this in my house, probably my sister's I think is quite cute and decided to take a photo of it and I have a shock when I found out that it actually talk! Whao! Interesting....

So rare Xiao Ke will pose for me to take photos, I guess he soon will become a star. Xiao Ke, Do some back flip for me~ come, FLIP! good boy...

I hate summons! And look at those summons I got. I hope I will get a bike soon, so atleast I pay lesser for those shit.

I miss out my three new model from Jingling's Birthday, so hope that this is not too late to post it.

Surf Up

2008-11-19T14:46:00.010+08:00

I was having another boring day at work on tuesday morning and decided to read the news section of Digital Life and found some of these interesting links, check it out yo~

http://www.business-opportunities.biz/projects/how-much-is-your-blog-worth/

As you can see from the link, this a webbie that calculate the money worth of your blog. The result come about from they finding of Ads in your blog. Put it in other way, if you have more Ads you earn more money and there goes the amount they will be showing. Interesting! I found out this from random browsing for peoples' blog.

http://www.feedburner.com

Feedburner is a website that provide you your feed so that others can have the latest update of the sites almost immediately after your post. Nice feature but I personally tested and it doesn't work, maybe I'm not good at it, you can try it out and let me know if it works.

http://www.pingomatic.com

Alright, the next will be Ping-O-matic, a website that ping most, if not all of the populat seach engine to update them on your blogs latest update, tried, but can't find my blog in yahoo! though.

http://www.dslreports.com/stest

DSL reports is a neat site that run a test on your computer pinging around the net and finds out your connection speed like uploading and downloading, I can be useful to find out how fast you are connected to the net of cause for your information only.

http://www.netstumbler.com

Netstumbler is a website that search for music on the fly, it should be free of charge but I'm not quite sure yet, as I haven't have a chance to download it to my computer, yep, its a software.

http://www.padora.com

Like Netstumber, padora is a music finder but this have not software, so its safer for adware wise.

http://www.google.com/analytics

With this website, its allow you to have statistic of your blog, to find out how many people viewed you per day, time of visit, and number of visit etc. etc. Infomative but troublesome. Try it and you will understand why.

http://www.sghotdeals.com

Last, girls' favourite, needless to say, shopping and discount! check out for HOT deals!

Jingling Brithday Part 2

2008-11-18T23:39:00.004+08:00

I almost forgotten, after the movie I am so tired, but Ah Da reminds me of urge for food and we headed somewhere near an art school which I cannot recall the name. Before that we were having a hard time thinking for where for supper, initially we suppose to be eating 'duo hua' at Rochor Road but the only food left was only 'duo hua' which seem quite bored and we decided to leave and bid farewell to Bishen's friends (I still don't know their names). But after I drove off, we spot a kopitiam about 100m away from the 'duo hua dian' so Bishan called them back and we had our super supper! Thank Ah Da for that treat, and in return I had to send him home! Not only Ah Da got a ride home but also Bishan, Edwin and Edwin's Girlfriend.

After everythings I ended my day on 5am in the morning! I broke my 'recent most early sleeping time record'! Oh and this, careless Bishan left her present to someone else in my vehicle, that was really a careless move! Hope the person that recieving this gift will not know it, or he will be crying away, raking over the coals on what Bishan has done.

That stuff in my van really gave us a hard time trying to meet up and return her. First, the place to meet was hard to decide, as we both live far far from each other, next, the time was hard to decide too. As she ends work after 6:30pm mine at 5:30pm. Finally, we had an impromptu decision to meet after my gym session and the meet up really shown how polite Bishan can be. From sorry and sorry to thank you and thank you, those are the most words I heard today. I know she felt bad about me bring the stuff back, but Bishan, I won't put it in heart, lets give and take Don't worry. (＾ω＾)

Well, well... Today I heard a great philosophical sentance on Channel 8's 9pm show. That is 'Cherish everyone around us so that we would not regret if we lose them' That was told by the Model-actor (which I dont' know the name) to Chen Han Wei's daughter. This sentance will be posted as my nick for now.

The Most Happening 21st Birthday

2008-11-17T01:02:00.005+08:00

To my surprise it was the 1st time ever I was invited to a birthday party in a hotel room and the host of the night is none other thsn Jingling! My Alphe Zone mate in Ang Mo Kio ITE.

It was a wonderful evening with lots of fun and of couse photo opportunities. I had enjoy taking photo of the spacious suites, night scene, and many many pretty girls! and handsome guys too.

Right after we bid good bye and our final good wishes for her big day, we headed down to watch my long waited movie Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa with Bishen, Edwin, Ah Da and Bishen's friends with a total of 9 of us. It has been ages since I have such a big group of people watch moive together. this moive was Directed by Eric Darnell and Tom McGrath after the succcession of Madagascar Dreamwork Picture again created a very marvelous work piece. It was very heart warming, cute and funny altogether, with family and love as the moral of the story, I have leatnt to treasure them more. We might not know, someone close to you, like your 'neighbour'(in this case, close friends) might be someone you spend your next half of your life with.

Last, I would say, I like to move it, move it!

Singaporeans Love Our Country?

2008-11-12T23:12:00.006+08:00

This photo was taken on the first day of November this year after our beloved Singapore birthday on 9th of August. I've done the calculation and it was almost 3 months after National Day! This particular family must love Singapore very much.

Other than this case, I wonder how Singaporean treat our country? In the season of National Day where start from 1month before 9th of August and end the most later 1 month after, we could hardly see flags flying outside our blocks other than those family whom are inform by they respective RC member would hung out the nation flag. This mean Singaporeans are too busy even too hang that little flag that not even heavier than TV remote control or we don't even respect our Country?

In the just ended US presidential election, I saw in the news in every scene where the electees were having their speech, all I could see was US flags flooding my TV screen with their great passion toward their country or maybe the electees, they were cheering and shouting for they Country and for their future president,like a 'Singer-Fans Relationship' but to Singapore, it will never be the same scenario. Singaporeans mind are so selfish, all our favour past time is to talk about how bad our government is treating us, how they plot those iniquitous ERPs along our roads, how taxes have been rise but will Singaporeans praise our government? So far in my 21 years of life, never!

Well, I'm not a supporter of the government or the PAP but I'm not a crowd follower as well. Reason behind the government action is truly hard to figure but with my common sense and some knowledge of other countries, I think Singapore has been quite a fair leader. From our favourite topic, the ERP to GST. It can be reasonably explained although I dislike those action they made, I see why they need to act and of cause there is also unexplainable action which they may have their own excuse too.

After all, how many of us will treat Singapore as they beloved country? For me as a citizen of Singapore I am proud, do you?

Celebrating National Day in National Stadium for the last time. Back than, A member of Police G.O.H. waiting for rehearsal

Blog Entries #101, Hiking, Bt Timah to MacRitchie

2008-11-10T23:38:00.010+08:00

One fine Sunday morning I woke up early at 9:30am desprite my usual Sunday routine and get myself ready for a unusual event. I'd start my day with this lovely chocolate cake Mag gave me the night before. Although it was kind of leftover which she cannot finish that night but without this energy giving cake I won't survive the day. So thank you so much, Mag. The cake was really nice but dry and hard to swallow and eventually I have to drink alot of water to get it down my throat.

The plan of this event was to hike from Bukit Timah Nature Reserve to MacRitchie Reservoir where we meet before hand to parked my vehicle and from there I will drive them back to their vehicle parked in Bukit Timah.

I had shot alot of photos along the way. I have to spend a whole day processing it with the final products just below these texts.

From left the right: Me, Johnson,, Johnson's girlfriend, Eileen, Johnson's friend, Gabrald (sorry if i spell it wrongly)

Our plan was suppose to have 2 more person in this photo but they were flying kite somewhere. 1 of it is Johnson's friend and the other one is mine. I shell not mention her name but I have to thanks her for more beard I need to swallow.

As you can see from the photo, we are at the starting of a 10.9km to MacRitchie but the humility in the forest already made us sweat like in a hot oven! We'd took the photo and left hasty.

The 1st photo here is a bunch of young banana followed by what commonly called by those folks 'banana flowers' but not the actual banana flower though.

The worn out wall at the right side of this photo was probably a toilet in the WWII.

We don't look like this old man in the sign. We are strong! For now...

Take a look at the sky, is overcasting!

I'm lucky I wasn't killed by the branches!

Big ant! must be a PR from Parak, Malaysia...

DAAD! We were at the wrong way! But this lead us the a nice scenary.

Alright! let continue....

Whao! it was really a long and tried trakking! Here we are at our check point! Jurutong Tower! The view from the tower was beautiful! But I did a bad job for this panorama... Result, overexposed!

Well after enjoying the break, I was smart enough to bring everyone to a 'shortcut' which wasn't the right way. Sorry guys, but walking is good!
We saw this boy walked with his parent without his shirt on. When he was told by his father to wear back the shirt he asked his father with some china assent, 'will I be shot to death for being naked?'. It gave us a dose of luaghter into our tired mind.

And after the wrong way, I reached our next destination.

Oh! I wish I could turn back but my van was at the carpark in MacRitchie.

Wohohoho! Way out!

After all, We end the hike at 5:30pm. Tried and shacked! We went for dinner at Bukit Timah Hawker Centre to celebrate our achievement and we ate grill Stringray, la la, prawn and Kai Lan and went home right after dinner.

Uncleanable Dirt....

2008-11-02T22:19:00.002+08:00

Bad, bader, badest! My monitor is becoming worst as each and everyday pass. look at the dark patch in the photo, it is from the inside of the monitor and is expending horizontally as time passes. I guess is time to change my monitor soon! or until a day when the whole monitor become black and my life would be the same as well!

Holloween Special, A Night In Night Safari

2008-11-02T21:32:00.022+08:00

Finally, finally, finally. Last night was not only a night spent to celebrating holloween for my first time, but also my completion for Dip in International Business... Although it was a day late for holloween, but thanksfully Night Safari is gracious enough the place their last day of event on the 1st of November. Giving us a change to visit before the event is gone, hopefully not forever. It was indeed a wonderful evening out with my close mates, namely, Lester, Timothy, Magdelene and Timothy's girlfriend.

This was a event I had really waited for, many days before their opening of the event and eventually be able to go, I was in the zenith. I am sorry I can't take good photo on this trip, as the safari didn't allow flash on animals, with my lousy camera lens which I can't open my aperture wide enough, many of those animals was blurred out, and at a point of time I changed my camera to manual focus and I forgotten to change it back, which make my subject blur most of the time! Well, that's bad, but atleast a lesson learnt.

Ok, enough of talking, take a look at those ugly photo I have taken in the event.

That was not a bad night as you can see from the photo above, but hour before the event, while Tim and his girlfriend was having dinner something terrible happen. I was with Mag in the library, went she had a sudden inspiration to read book, oh, that was very surprisingly Mag wants to read! OK, that is not the main point. When we was about to left with those chinese junior books called Yi Tao Xiao Wan Zi Mag had chosen, we left without Mag's Handphone!!! Trouble, trouble, trouble! Bad, Bad, Bad! Mag's carelessness has made her lost not only her moblie phone but also all the lovely smses and photo. Deep in me I felt sad and helpless for her, and I didn't know how to make her feel better. I am such a useless person in this kind of situation. Mag I am sorry I can't do any help for your lost and I truely hope this kind soul who had taken the phone would return Mag's precious soon!

Wee Leong and His Girlfriend birthday

2008-10-20T23:43:00.006+08:00

Have been so super busy studying for my exam coming this week and till now then i realise that I have not upload the photo taken on Wee Leong and his GF birthday. Here it goes...

Some idoits playing with water bomb! Look at the guy on the roof, I can't believe its Kai Ping friend! A young guy trying to act like his some kind for rich and mature person! thats so disgusting!!! (I refering to the conversation of him with Kaiping)

waoh! That is the loudest birthday song i ever heard! Wee Leong groups of Bro really make him proud that night. They are the winner for the loudest birthday song in the entire chalet compound.

Well, having a hard time drinking that specially made cocktail? That is only green tea with whisky, but I guess 1 part green tea and 10 part whisky huh?

Before and After

2008-10-16T23:43:00.002+08:00

recently, my TV went unconscious. It was a hard time without TV in the living room, the whole house sound so quiet at night and feel bit of eerily. We have no choice but the bring out Victor's little cutie on duty after many years of rest in my room. Till now, I cannot forget how my family of 5 + 1(Xiao ke) watched 14inch TV in our living room. But it was a suffer with a gain.

Yeah, finally we brought a new TV and it have become bigger! well better! Its a LG's 37 inch Plasma LCD TV. Waoh! That is surely a big improvement we can see here.... 14" to 37" you do the maths.

Not long after I met our new member to our house, I watched a Japanese Movie titled "Princess Mononoke" Directed by Hayao Miyazaki. As cited by The Boston Glade, it was "BREATHTAKING!" This movie was about a young prince have gotten a curse went defending his town against a cursed boar god. His journey to the west finding cure with the deer god, most powerful god in the animal world in guess - which able to control life and death.

This movie somehow shown the important of human and the enviroment, cherish the forest before it is gone! overall, nice movie to watch.

Are win-win situation works with everything?

2008-10-10T23:57:00.002+08:00

For the answer above, I have proven it wrong! There are many things that can be achieve with Win-win situation but not everything! From today experience I realise tat things like deciding which group of friend to meet up on the weekend might not be easy to sort out following win-win protocol. Well, good things come last, but I guess, bad things came the same way tonight.

Everyone make mistake, and tonight there is full of mistake! Not from me alone, but everyone around me. Things was not done in a kindly manner but shit everywhere. I felt my wrong, I might have agreed, but situation sometime makes me hard to prevent. Sorry for not telling my true feeling but I guess it is better this way. Read in between the line and that is what I need to say.

Being a human, a social animal it is acutually a difficult thing to maintain. Friends are good to be friend from the outside, but might not be as good in their heart. Communication with these animal require skill and experience. Which today, i did not do very well.

Disclaimer: Everything said was not pointing toward anyone intended to, but myself have the same mistake.

Photo With my New Nikon DSLR D60

2008-10-09T21:25:00.004+08:00

Photo of Ah Da 21st Birthday

Photo Taken in Lester house

Some random photo taken to test my camera ability

Untitled

2008-09-28T21:17:00.007+08:00

ah!!! ........ I'm speechless... can't write anything! maybe show you some photo of last Saturday Prawning event with my cousin, Ah Hao, his friend and my sister.

Recently I read a email sent by Huiying and i think its very meaningful. Please spend some time after reading and think for a while. You might find yourself a new way of life!

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet.

He held up a sign which said: 'I am blind, please help.'

There were only a few coins in the hat.

A man was walking by.He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat.He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words.He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words.

Soon the hat began to fill up.A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy.That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were.The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, 'Were you the one who changed my sign this morning?What did you write?'

The man said, 'I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way.'

What he had written was: 'Today is a beautiful day and I cannot see it.'

Do you think the first sign and the second sign were saying the same thing?

Of course both signs told people the boy was blind.But the first sign simply said the boy was blind.The second sign told people they were so lucky that they were not blind.Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?

Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively.

Invite others towards good with wisdom. !Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets.When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile.Face your past without regret.Handle your present with confidence.Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

Great men say, 'Life has to be an incessant process of repair and reconstruction, of discarding evil and developing goodness…. In the journey of life, if you want to travel without fear, you must have the ticket of a good conscience.'

The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling…

And even more beautiful is, knowing that you are the reason behind it!!!

I had a boring Sunday, so while I am bored I did this...

What A Sunday

2008-09-22T00:41:00.003+08:00

Well pretty bad Sunday, and it start after 6, right after I woke up from my late afternoon nap. It Started after Mag got no mood to chat... Sorry Mag not blaming you, its was just my bad day!

That time I was rushing my assignment while chatting with Roanna about it and we decided to meet for our account test revision, as I still haven't had my dinner I went over first to get in done.

First place i went was Senja Raod Coffee Shop. I'm hungry! With some shops already closed, nothing attracted me and so I went over somewhere else to look for food! At first I told of going woodlands, but I misses the exit, and headed to Yishen. I guessed, Yishen's Chong Pang have good food so I went over, parked the car and happily walked there.

I went round and round for food at Chong Pang nothing attracted me again! Maybe not in a mood for food? But finally i decided to get myself prawn noodle. Walked over to the stall, "auntie, prawn noodle please!!". And here goes the reply, "mumble, mumble". So I exclaimed, "huh!" and repeated my order. That auntie scolded me and say "come back tomorrow morning! Can't you see only in the morning?" referring to the signboard. I am damn angry! Could you write the words in a bigger font next time!!!

Well, never mind, I will get hokkien mee instead and a cup of papaya milk juice (one of my favurite). I ordered hokkien mee followed by papaya milk juice and juice stall auntie is getting my nerve out of me! Letting me standing there waited for so long when she can send to drinks to me. So I told her, "auntie, still need how long for my drink? can I sit and wait?" but auntie's reply sound so mean to me!

You may say that very bad day already! But that is only the beginning. I waiting of more then 30min for my food, after that I went back for my car. To my surprise, I saw more then 30 bird shit on my poor car!!!!! OMG! I guess they must also hate me a lot! So i quickly get in to my car and before i drove off, damn, they are still bombing me! like heavy droplet of rain, "tah, tah, tah". "Alright, let look for a place to wash that shit off" I thought to myself. meanwhile Roanna Smsed me saying that she is ready to meet up. So forget the washing, and head to Roanna house to pick her up.

Reached there, waited for a while and I need a drink. So I went over to a vending machine to get myself 1 drink. Guess what! even vending machine is not happy with me WTF! After putting a dollar in, as I didn't notice the out of stock lights (as I think most of the time its all stocked up) I pressed for my first drink. Oh man, is out of stock! never mind, try the other 1, again out of stock! damn it! what about this, HELL, out of stock!!! in the end I got myself green tea. Am I fated to drink green tea? Or someone is telling me to detoxicify myself?

Alright that a lot of bad luck! Thankfully Roanna came and thing get normal again. We revised over at the Mac near her place and left after 12 midnight.

p/s: I would like to thanks Roanna for accompany me for revision, without you I would have been thinking of something else wondering my mind around.

Taxi Driver Are Rackless!

2008-09-22T00:39:00.007+08:00

It was one fine day as I was working happily, Me and Timothy was doing our visit to the bank and Tan Chong Motor for renewal of road tax in the afternoon as usual. While heading back, something undesirable happen. It was my first time handling it...

While driving along Bukit Timah Road back to out office located in Turf City, at the entrance of a newly built condo, called Garden Vista is where the incident happened.

I was following behind a blue Comfort taxi and right after I notice his intention to turn left in to Garden Vista, I made my alteration and tried to over take him by the normal over taking procedure (by changing to the next right lane and back). In a spit of a second, this taxi suddenly swerve to its right and before I notice, a loud bang follow by me trying to control my steering wheel by turning left and right speedily to keep my van in lane. *Woot, so that is how an accident feels like!* That was what I thought in that critical moment. haha, i'm strange right? After I gain control of my van next would be to negotiate with that 'blur cock'. I parked my van at the road side, I get out of my van and expecting him to get out and speak to me. But the thing is, I only saw his customer getting out of the taxi and him staying in there! *WTH, aren't you getting out to talk? comon, lets quarrel!*

He was comfortably sitting in his taxi as though nothing had happen. *Not coming out? then I will go over! its OK.* so I walked over and the first thing I told him was, if I remember, "hey, how can you turn right like that!!" I shouted at him. For the fun of it! haha, What I really want was compensation!

So i tried talk to him, and what he told be get my alertness to zenith! He said "can we pay for our own damage?". "hey, you hit me, and now I am going to pay for my own damage?" As it just make not sense, I scolded him back.

Well, we talked and talked. Fighting for our own right. looking at the damages

Eventually he agree to pay and wanted us to send our van to a workshop he knows. Yeah! successful negotiation. Deal now my van is repaired and as good as new. Even with a nice polish! Thank you Mr. Taxi Driver!

That indeed was a very good experience. As I jokingly told Timothy, "I had enjoyed the accident". Well, pretty much. So who will be my next challenger? Will it be you?...

For 3 years, 1 accident! Lucky Me!!

2008-09-18T00:46:00.006+08:00

Lazy to say... but i'm hurt! I will tell you guys what happen soon...

laziness hit me,
mood swing badly.
things isn't smooth outside,
life is like a mass inside.
What should I do?

I'm trouble with Life, Study, Money, LOVE!!

What should I do?

There is a saying that goes, "Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift." I guess, I have found!!

What should I do?

There is also a saying "Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they’ll love you back! Don’t expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn’t, be content it grew in yours."

Maybe I already know the answer! But would you know? Never... I guess.!

The Brightest Moon Ever!

2008-09-15T08:08:00.013+08:00

Last night was, after soon long of farewell to Mr. Moon, we are back meeting him again! He was brighter, rounder and more warmth. I guess, without Mag Accompany warmth will be out of the point. Yes! indeed we had a beautiful night, despite the long walking along Henderson Waves and finding toilet with ants outside its door, it was really a night I will never forget!

30min before our meet up it Mr. Sky wasn't happy, and started crying. I thought "Damn, today is not gonna happen!" But luckily, Mr. Sky wasn't crying but clearing the cloud away to let us meet Mr. Moon! So kind for you Mr. Sky :)

OK that's a bit dramatic, but the rain didn't stop us from going. We met, had my 'lunch', brought 'dinner' and head to the legendary Henderson Waves! We walked and walked, took picture on our way, and saw lots of nice sceneries and most importantly had fun! Went back to our base and had our candles light dinner (lunch for Mag though) and well that's lots of candles!

Santa Claus says "whore, whore, whore!"

Toke Note! See that lantern on Mag hand? Ya, that's the one, red in colour. Admire it for a second, as it will be the last time you see it. below is what happen. --->

And now its gone! burn lantern burn!! Muhaha! Im sorry Mag, I burn our only lantern, but that wasn't the way is should be? I do it every Lantern Festival.

And of cause, ME! cool huh! ready for cremation... I will rest in peace!

After our candles party, its time to say go bye to them...

Well, not the end. we went back to our, sad to say VAN, for something special. Hmm.. nothing much but listened to Zhou Gong Jang Guei(correct me if I'm wrong), I watched couple sleeping beside us. purely sleeping! nothing else. Strange.

After that we went up to the big compass and loiter for a while. took some picture, not too nice to upload. :) Then we head to get some drinks, I'm just to thirsty after so much of walk. So we went down the hill, to a petrol station for some water!

But Water that make us tipsy was not what I want. But never mind, seen Mag have the sprite to drink a bit, I grant her. She also brought her first Magnum Ice-cream (poor Mag! I will buy you more magnum next time!). We head to Sentosa to chill over there with our super strong Breezer with 4.8% Alcohol! Strong enough to see Mag cute apple face! So lovely, should have taken a photo of her.

Chatted a bit, and all went home drunk!

"Personal Note: That night passes so fast, hoping it would last.

Worst Day Ever!

2008-09-13T01:30:00.004+08:00

What a lousy day I had today! Stress up with so many things. Work, study, money... my life! Thanks to Mag for accompany me for supper and listen to my boring compliant. Now I feel better, but this won't last long. Things still not sorted out yet!

Life is meant to be like this, stress won't stop me from moving on. The only way to make me successful is to put on more stress and to overcome it! I will overcome the challenge!

The Sun has set for today but in a few hours time it will rise again. We Should learn to look at the bright side of life! Bad things will so be over!

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can’t go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

Finally! the long waited....

2008-09-11T22:16:00.010+08:00

The time has come for the long waited Kelong trip of mine! I thought I would need to do a picture blogging, but luckily, my dear Cousin, Zhao Xi has got it done into a video clip. Please appreciated it as I travel my way down to his house at Toh Guan for this!

Take a moment to enjoy it...

Well undoubtedly a very memorable outing, we had fun eating so much of the BBQ food and thanks Zhao Xi for the butler service to our secret hideout where me and my cousin, Ah Hao, my closest childhood buddy, had a little chat about our life, but eventually our hideout has been discovered. Must be the increase of traffic flow and ended up many people in that 'hideout'. Such a mood spoiler!

You saw that big fish that that guy caught? He almost walk the whole perimeter of the kelong fighting with the fish! a very stubborn fish indeed. While, right after he caught the fish everyone is fighting for a honour even those stranger. Grabbing the fish and takes picture, it's just not my style so I became the photographer on duty.

While fighting with the fish, look at those people! hoping for a share of that fish.

I guess the only thing we enjoy most would be the many of that suicide attempt! It was scary for the first jump, but subsequently fun! We actually did many jumps after that. It was tiring as we have to trap water every moment in the sea, but it was real fun! I just regret that we didn't bring our snorkeling gear there so that we could have a closer look at those fish we are trying to hook!

We had fun fishing although most of the time nothing reel in, it was quite a fruitful event. Not about the fish, but our relationship seem much closer than before!

Oh yeah the boat! We are so lucky we had speed boat unlike the rest taking slow ferry there, we reach our designation 20 min before them! We had surely enjoy the rocky boat ride!

A lazy Day~~

2008-09-10T00:21:00.006+08:00

Sorry guys for keeping you waiting! I know you have been waiting for my kelong trip post!! I try my best to get it posted as soon as possible, but I'm still waiting for my Xiao Gu to send me the rest of the photo we took over there. Hopefully, by tomorrow I will be able to share my enjoyment in blog!

Other than that today was a very tiring day! sleepy, sleepy, sleepy... I went Dinner with Lester and his parent after that went over to his house and we watched "Lust, Caution"... Directed by Lee An, I'm sure you heard about this show, I need not elaborate. But don't get the show wrong, its not about sexual activities, by how Chinese are loyal to their country. Trying all means to kill the traitor, including her body! I feel so sad about that. But in the end, she fell in love with that damn guy! what a show!! That guy still have heart to kill her for spying on him! I feel like throwing stone onto the monitor man! ridicules!

Already, end of story. if u feel like watching? I'll recommend this webbie. Have fun!

BED TIME!

The Hell Week!

2008-09-04T21:32:00.012+08:00

Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to my Hell Week! This week from Monday to Sunday will be posted here as a single post.

Except for Monday and Wednesday, when I have classes, the whole week was empty! Other than work no event, or whatsoever special! Only today I wanted to have a quiet time alone to do some soul searching, I went dinner with me and my bike. Was pretty much a good event alone, I have found something which I really wants, maybe for now.

Some recap of my thought:

"It have been as while since I last have this strange feeling again. The feeling toward you still never change. Maybe I still cannot forget you. But I guess, you will never know this because, being a friend to me is more than enough, I don't wish to lost you again."

Lastly, this weekend I am going kelong! hope it will be a nice weekend. I will bring back my memories to blog on Monday.

PS: If anyone know who I refer to in the above content, please KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!
Sorry for that emo blog, I didn't mean to do that(This is a breach of my Blog rule no. 1) but it have been bothering me lately. I'm just trying to vent it out to make me feel better.

A Day Unplanned....

2008-08-31T23:16:00.006+08:00

I had planned a nice Saturday out with Mag. We are suppose to set out for Air force Open house at Paya Labar, dinner and chat our night away. But the saying 'plans are meant to be broken' became true that day. Because we were too late for the event, making it not point for the trip there we changed our plan. Our 'no plan' plan!

"No plan" plan task 1: Watch movie.
We watched a movie called '4bia'. A Thai Horror film. directed by Youngyooth Thongkonthun, Banjong Pisanthanakun, Parkpoom Wongpoom, and Paween Purikitpanya. Consist of 4 parts all different story. Detail could be viewed here Nice sound effect, but poor storyline. overall rating for this movie is 2 out of 5.

"No plan" plan task 2: ~~Dinner!~~ shopping!
I told we are heading for dinner! I am happily thinking of what to have for my dinner. But Mag was happily shopping for cute stuff. This is cute and that is cute. Ya, she is cute! I thought she was trying to spend all her money. Luckily she knows how to think properly. She brought herself a slipper, notepad, and some 'balls'. I guess she likes those 'balls' she should have posted on her blog, check it out!

(Pic had to be censored to be approved by Mag's Censor Board)
"No plan" Plan task 3: DINNER!
Finally, dinner! Yishun was the place for dinner. Spent some time looking for 24hrs stalls but manage to find. We had Cod Fish, it was nice. We had a little chat and sent her home after that.

Oh ya! Thanks Mag for that Cute guy on my handphone! It might not look very nice, but i would really appreciate very much! I love it! As this is the first ever gift you gave me!! I will keep it like keeping a treasure!

A Race With the My Own World

2008-08-31T22:18:00.003+08:00

It was a fine Sunday evening, except for the unpredicted weather, which we were hoping that it would rain, heavily, lighting would be best. But it did not! Lots of unwillingness that I bare, I completed the Nike+ Human Race!

It was a 10km race, its was said that the whole world run this race all at a same time. Well, for me this could be a day I spend most of my time in my own world. From chasing against myself trying to get to the end as fast as possible, was my goal! Not to win a medal, but for the bracelet and to get home soon. Just my lazy Sunday!

Finally i have completed the race! Now what is my reward for the run? As you can see, the bracelet look so cheap! Nothing like what Nike should have! Oh... other than that stupid bracelet, I got myself an old injury. My right knee is killing me now! I am so "happy" I had ran Nike+ Human Race!!!

As said earlier, It was a day in my own world. After the race, i sat alone on the grass patch, waiting, and waited for my dear sister to come back from her race. She was too slow! Meanwhile I tried figuring out how to get contact with her as we both didn't bring handphone for the run. Luckily, she found her friend, called me with their handphone.

After passing her her belonging, I went over to meet Timothy for dinner. Not as my plan though as he drive I thought I could get a ride home. But sadly, he have to accompany his Girlfriend for shopping. What a " " act for him! Still have mood to shop after the run. Not for me! So I told them I will be going home by myself.

Journey home was so super long! I sat at Suntec Fountain for awhile before setting off. limping my way home.....

Kickin' it Old School

2008-08-29T01:31:00.003+08:00

Well not a very eventful evening, but at least something to blog about. I met up with Lester after work for dinner. Actually my main purpose is to pass him Cookie's new toys(btw, Cookie is Lester's new pet dog a Shin Tzu).

After dinner, we went back to Lester's house to visit Cookie. Thankfully, Cookie look better then the first day we bring him back. He can now walk pretty well and he started to understand that his called Cookie. But somethings still did not change. His laziness, that way he get out from his bed was so adorable. Front leg stepping out of bed and back leg left behide. Maybe his back leg is still too weak for this kind of movement yet. I guess, this is normal, as his only 8 weeks old!

We watch a movie called 'Kickin' It Old Skool', a 2007 production. Starring Jamie Kennedy, Christopher McDonald, Miguel A. Nunez, Vivica A. Fox, Alan Ruck.

Althought Kickin' It Old Skool is a comedies, it is not as lame as those later movies like You Don't Mess with the Zohan and sort. With a right doseage of emotion it makes this moive worth watch. On top of that, it brings back my childhood memories as some of those stuff they do was what we had done back than.

For detail review can visit this website

Oh by the way, before I went to sleep tonight, I called Xiao Ke to go to sleep while i was in the Kitchen, didn't know he was already in there, he called me out: "BARK!(Hey im already in here...stop looking for me outside!)"

Notice

2008-08-28T19:23:00.004+08:00

Oh... just found out that my old website still exist. Here the link
. Feel free to take a look.

Well i hope to transfer some of the good stuff to this site though.

Blogging is so troublesome!!

2008-08-27T01:07:00.001+08:00

I thought blogging is a breeze, but today it has changed my mind. i was harder than i thought.
First looking for a blogskin was tiring. I had viewed so many skin until I finally decided to have this skin. That was not the end, but faced with more problems. problem like redoing all my write-up, making it look nicer and stuff.

finally the first skin is done. This will do for a moment, as i plan to have a better and nicer skin in the future. Meanwhile, i will stick to this lousy skin a "better than nothing" choice.
Oh by the way, i am self-studying JavaScript, hopefully I would be able to create some interesting stuff soon!!

My First Time...

2008-08-26T01:10:00.000+08:00

waoh! this is the 1st time im putting up a blog in blogspot!!! so excited!!
Thanks to mag for giving me an idea for the name of my blog, actually i wanted to reg for anyhow.blogspot.com but some stupid ppl go and created that page wifout any content! im furious! but anyway... this URL is gd also :) so let see how long i can blog in here. oh btw, i have and doing website and other stuff b4. but i stopped all! too lazy maybe.